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But is a relationship any better? How many people marry out of fear of being alone? Relationships can also be a coping mechanism. In fact, many people start relationships out of their own insecurities. They aren't confident, so they hope to lean on someone else for comfort. That doesn't sound like a happy ending.
And yet the happy ending does exist. Yes, it's a climb but it's worthwhile. And believe it or not, it requires a lot of self reflection. Have you ever talked to someone who is really happy in a relationship after five, ten or twenty years? One thing these people have in common is self assurance and independence. They live for themselves first. But they also enjoy companionship along the way. They don't look to their partner for answers they already know. They know that they are beautiful, smart and successful. They don't pull at the sleeve of their partners for meaningless words of comfort.
In the context of vanity, people that spend all of their time on their body tend to attract similar individuals. Sure, all of us care about how we look. But if you find yourself unable to have a conversation with your friend because you are checking yourself out in the mirror, then you may want to refocus your priorities.
A guy once told his girlfriend, "You look better with clothes on." That's an unfortunate scenario for both partners. The best part of a relationship is to be naked - to be your complete self without any fears. That's where dependency trickles in. Yes, to build that kind of a relationship, a person must learn to trust and depend on the support of the partner (although not entirely). But we are all individuals first and therefore our own thoughts remain most potent in our lives. We are everything else second.
So often people break up and want to show off pictures of their ex. They waste their time talking about the endless compliments that greeted their ears every day of the relationship. "The sex was so amazing and what a body," they say with such reluctance. If that's the relationship, then it probably took it's course. It was only likely to stay that way for a little bit of time (until the god gains a few too many kilos) or until the next goddess wanders into your path.
This phenomenon is nothing new. It starts at puberty and it sticks with us until we are able to pull ourselves out of this vanity streak. Hopefully, this happens before we end up like Hugh Hefner - only without the money that keeps the river of beautiful people plentiful.
If you find yourself fixated on beauty, know that this isn't love, it's lust. You will never be happy. But the experience is nevertheless a great lesson. Figure out exactly what it does - let your body go through the feeling of lust. It doesn't bring a smile to your face - it brings a smirk (see the Hugh Hefner model above). It doesn't solve your problems.
Whether you are in a relationship or not, make time to self reflect without the presence of another. If you're in a relationship, I hope that you and your partner become more beautiful for one another as the layers of clothing fall off in exchange for honesty, trust, security, and most importantly, the absolute freedom of being your true self.
If you're full of doubt, reflect on your actions. Remember that growth involves learning. Committing infidelity is not necessarily right or wrong, it's an action with consequences. But it's also a place for growth. You may lose your partner but you may learn to look to yourself for answers rather than trying to find them in other people. For those considering that path, know that the road is rocky. Give yourself time to discover what you really want before you take that step. Maybe your current partner is not for you. But then try to treat your current partner with the fairness and honesty that you yourself would expect.
Alternatively, if you are self confident, be aware that you are a magnet to those who lack such confidence. Theoretically, it's easy to ignore those with problems when you don't have any of your own. In practice, we all like pretty things; a nice face or a bit of money can be hard to ignore. Thus, self confidence requires constant reflection. Responsibility (to friends, family, work colleagues, etc.) also makes distractions inevitable, but try to land back on your feet.
We are all dependent to some extent. But always remember that independence is the way to happiness. Many people can tell you that you're beautiful but if you don't believe it yourself, then the words of others mean absolutely nothing. Likewise, the lack of self reflection and independent thought is the best way to lose all sense of yourself.
For all those who are learning how to be independent, Dried Tomatoes salutes you.